and this place isnt helping.
I just want my sanity back
want
I used to to express myself here.
But now I realize what I really wanted was an escape.
but there is none.
Therefore I'm gone.
To those who really care: Im leaving because this site has gone rapidly downhill. Its changed from a way to express myself to a way to get other people's aproval. And I don't think I need that. What I need is to sketch on paper. To write a poem down. Use the words for the power. Not the reaction of anyone else. My poems don't reflect me anymore. I dont even reflect who I am anymore. I got sucked into this trap. And Im getting myself out. There IS more to it; but I wont bore you. Idk wen im gonna be gone. But it will be soon. No more contests tying me here. No more comments to care about...So maybe Ill be able to fix myself and restore myself to who I truly am. The jerks on here get old. So what if Im not perfect?! I never claimed to be, nor would i ever like to be. I am only as much as I can be, and to me that is enough. Those who believe otherwise are the reason this site has been ruined, and the reason I am leaving. Leave everyone alone. The reason we exist is not to hurt others. It is to be ourselves. Thats it...thats all i got.
Bye...Love yah, zibby o_O
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Mycau faz 1 mês
I totally see where you're coming from... But there is one thing that you should think of before you leave... If you leave, you make them win. Those people on here that gives you trouble, they do it to everyone else... I know it's annoying and it sometimes hurt, but you should not let them decide what you want to do. You should be yourself and don't bother with the haters. If you want to leave, you are free to go, but I hope you know that there are a lot of people here that cares for you and likes what you're doing on here... We will miss you a lot if you decide to leave, but I personnally will respect your decision. Hopefully, you'll come back soon enough... xxx
mayo106 faz 1 mês
awh!!! i wish you'd stay!! ur glogs r so awesome. and ur so right about every one being mean to one another... i hope u find ur self agian, and if u want to, i hope u come back!!^_^
SweetlyTragic faz 1 mês
Awww! I wish these people would just back the hell off of you and everyone else. It's immature and just plain uncalled for. Seriously, it pisses me off.
But anyway, I'm gonna miss you! (Even though we haven't really talked in a while) I hope you come back, even at all. :)
asleepwithcompasses faz 1 mês
Sad day. Hope to see you again, soon. I think, to a certain extent, this site is what you make it. That's why I'm still around. I hope that you can find enjoyment and release (an escape) here once more. ~ Hannah